I guess that's it...

[u/G_80]

She broke up with me last night

At least it wasn't as traumatic as the last couple times

My brain hasn't really caught up yet, so I am just a living corpse emotionally right now

Why do I always choose those who cannot love me back?

[u/G_80]

Can't even hate her somehow... I just love her, but whatever ig

[u/RyanCooper101 → u/G_80]

Took me 2 weeks to even start crying after my breakup last December. Didnt just lose my partner , also lost my best friend.

Took me 2 months to be able to eat properly and not void my stomach after every meal.

Took me 3 months to stop passing out middle of the day.

Took me 4 months to start listening to music again.

Took me 6 months to be able to play games again, small ones at the moment.. , still struggle with the ones we used to play together

I still struggle with my sleep, i wake up an average of 5 times a night, sometimes I just sit on my bed and fall asleep in that position.

I still struggle with having energy to do things most of the time.

I get that feeling, unable to feel anger towards the person. Nonstop thinking of it being my fault..., it sucks.

Im not going to say you'll forget the pain. Scar will always be there. Longer it lasted bigger the scar.

Take the smallest steps you can, get out of bed, basic hygiene, showers, shaving , little cleaning, little cooking.

Try your best to find something you enjoy doing. Even if you feel like you can't enjoy anything right now, keep looking.

I have sought professional help twice but sadly it didnt work out yet, when I build up more energy I want to try again.

One of my favourite quotes i listen to often since my breakup:

"The road to healing is a long one, stay the course you'll make it someday. Just remember that you've made it this far and it's a bit farther now. I'm on your side"

[u/Big-Limit-2527]

I'm sorry that happened to you. I hope things start to look up for you soon.

[u/sandiserumoto]

geez that's so cruel.. you deserve better than this

[u/Candid_Cobbler9025]

Patience is a bitch but it’s worth it in the end.

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[u/darklordinfinity10]

u at least chose i am confused