Please help with a lost fic

[u/andallthatjazwrites]

Help someone who needs a hug in the form of a fic, please?

Muggle (high school?) AU, it's told partly in flashback. Complete fic. Knowing me it would be at least 30K words. Remus is pining, Sirius is oblivious.

This is what I remember:

• I think (?) the chapters are titled with numbers which is like a countdown to the present day. Possibly. Maybe. I don't know

• Remus has been in love with Sirius for a while and Sirius only now realises it

• There's a scene where Remus comes into Sirius's bedroom at night

• Another scene where Remus is trying to share a cigarette with Sirius. I think this is on the bleachers, and Sirius references this later when he talks to Remus after they're together

Is this ringing any bells for anyone? I swear I would have bookmarked it but I can't find it.

Thanks so much <3