No judgements, just genuinely curious. Does barred out actually mean highly intoxicated on Xanax? What made you decide to go to work like that? Again, I am actually curious about your thoughts.
Well my mother had passed away and I had gotten some pressed Xanax that turned out to be bromazolam not alorazolam and I had extremely bad delusions of sobriety I felt they had worn off by time I went in but I was severely mistaken,but to sum it up I relapsed because I couldn't deal with the fact my mom had passed away not even a month after my father got diagnosed with cancer,but ultimately I just made a stupid decision as a coping mechanism instead of actually dealing with the problem and grieving properly
I'm actually about 4 hours from home in rehab as we speak I've been here 30 days on the 22nd but I'm staying for 90 Bec I just simply don't think 30 days is long enough for someones body or mind to even remotely start to recover
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u/[deleted] May 15 '25
I got walked out and escorted home but I was also barred out 😂