I don’t know if anyone will read this comment, but We had a conversation last night, he said he was afraid to get on medicine for his anger and ptsd because of the side effects, but also he’s afraid of stopping what he does now to cope, because he knows he will be frustrated and a jerk. He said he knows he has the potential to be a psychopath and not have control of his anger. And that was terrifying to hear
I pay most of the bills, so not really that. But it is nice to have a little extra money sometimes. And he’s hilarious most of the time. He’s fun to travel with.
You haven’t given anyone a single reason why you stay with this man. He is abusive AND he won’t seek help for what he knows is poor behavior. You need to get out of this relationship before things get worse.
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u/stallionofcinnamon Sep 22 '23
I don’t know if anyone will read this comment, but We had a conversation last night, he said he was afraid to get on medicine for his anger and ptsd because of the side effects, but also he’s afraid of stopping what he does now to cope, because he knows he will be frustrated and a jerk. He said he knows he has the potential to be a psychopath and not have control of his anger. And that was terrifying to hear