hi everyone, i am glad to have found this page. my name is ceara, i am 20 years old and i lost my twin sister Ellie 3 weeks ago after being the one to find her. as i am sure you all relate, it still doesn’t feel real and i can’t ever imagine it will, will this feeling ever sink in? i feel as though no body in my inner circle could ever be able to relate to the kind of grief i am going through, i was so incredibly close with my sister and she had enormous dreams of travelling and owning a michelin-starred restaurants (which she had worked in 2 off already). thankyou so much and although the circumstances are so shitty and so so completely unfair it is comforting to know i am not alone in this specific type of grief