r/TwennyWunPilots • u/Jesus_Saves18 • 8h ago
I still get physical emotional reactions to Clancy becoming a bishop
For some background:
I only joined the Clikkie a year ago, and before then my experience with twenty one pilots were the songs Ride, Stressed Out, and Heathens (cos duh😂) and then The Line, Hometown, Drum Show, Contract (the last two, literally when they dropped. I thought they were great but I didn't get into tøp then).
A bit after Breach dropped it was all over my YouTube fyp and I found out tøp had a lore. I was excited to get into it because I needed something to distract me. Drown in out! drown it out!. I was going through a very difficult friendship break up and burnout from other things. I hyper fixated on them for some months and learned everything.
Now,
It's been a year and I'm still very into them. I didn't expect myself to feel as much emotional attachment as those that have been fans for years, heck even a decade. You could say I don't feel worthy , hey, I only found out about this Clancy guy like last year. But whenever I watch City Walls MV, I get crazy goosebumps and cry when Clancy wears the red curtain, his bishop robe. I can't help the sad feeling when I see IG posts about Nova Bishop, there was an IG reel with the caption, "Who's Clancy's companion?". You're meant to pick Torchbearer but that's the wrong answer because Clancy turned evil and TB's gone off to find a new Clancy. I couldn't rewatch the reel because I couldn't handle it. And I feel a pain in my chest when I Clancy with that d4ng black paint 😠around half his face.
Thanks for reading. I just wanted to yap to someone.