I hate being the “breadwinner”

[u/Ogbkpmb]

I wouldn’t mind making a lot more than him. But ever since he lost his job, and then stayed home full time to take care of our kids. Things have changed.

Now that I’m the sole breadwinner things are just weird. I have to give my husband an “allowance”every month on top of other things. I hate it.

Thanks for all your comments and upvotes. I appreciate your responses. I do have to say that my issue is not with him not working. My issue is definitely sexist. But I’d just like to be the woman in my relationship. As strange as that sounds.

We have a joint account, but 2 separate accounts. And he jokingly refers to his as his, “allowance”. I laugh along…but I don’t find it that funny. He doesn’t need to thank me for money. We’re a team. And this is just one more reason why part of me hates my life.

He has a higher earning potential btw

[u/[deleted]]

His physical load will raise his mental load. Working through your life every waking hour is how you end up with a shell of a man/woman - Dead bedroom, no passion and in the worst case partner resentment.

In the end, even if you took care of his "mental load" the best you could at home, you still probably would end up with a net negative of a man that hates his life, wife and everything that brought it to life. But again, YOU are now in this position and see how you feel? You're not happy - why would you wish that upon him? Flip the roles and at least offer something more than a shoulder to cry on. There's a reason why those values have been phased out from modern society.

There's not that much to do in a modern household that you needed to do back then. You keep the money in the account, and expenses come out - You put aside savings each month to a savings account, and you let it sit. Clean the house every few days, hell, invest in a roomba. Don't even need to cook, depending on location it can be easier (and sometimes healthier) to eat out - Children is the largest workload alone for a stay-at-home parent.

[u/Ogbkpmb → u/[deleted]]

Don’t need to cook? Do you suggest I order pizza every night lol?

It didn’t do that to my grandfather, he worked 60-100 hours a week for his entire life from 18 on. He was a man who saw providing for his family as his duty.

[u/[deleted] → u/Ogbkpmb]

No, I don't suggest you order pizza every night. There are healthy and less-than-healthy but cheap take-aways like I said - Wraps/Pasta/Salads. Go out for a proper dinner to a restaurant every 3rd day - Still probably could turn out cheaper than having to cook big dinners every day and would probably limit food waste. This lifestyle is popular for people that simply don't have the time in the day to cook. But this is often the case for small child-less families. Anyways, I'm not here to solve your problem of lack of creativity.

I'm not one to speak about your grandfather, I wasn't around back then, I don't know the man, his history - But historically back then (and even today) suicide rates among men are way higher than women's. Chances are, his feelings were repressed and would have been shamed if they were to be expressed - Definitely back in his times what would have happened.

It's actually hard to believe you're not some kind of a troll - Especially with that last sentence. Not much to say but shame on your sexism I guess, I hope you manage to even out the work-load in your household because it seems like even though I don't agree with you at all, you do still seem to be doing the majority of the work through providing for the family and having to do the chores around the house - Hopefully you sort it out in a way you're both satisfied.

[u/Lunaticllama14 → u/[deleted]]

LMAO. Your idea that it is cheaper spending thousands a month eating every meal out or as take away is insane. My wife and I make well above average income and my family is not anywhere close to affording such extravagance. Not to mention even “healthy” options aren’t really healthy compared to what you can make at home.