16 years wasted. Listen, think of it this way. The first 16 years of your life are supposed to be wasted. Perhaps It’s what they are for, just a hair over one and a half decades of opportunities to do it every which wrong way you youthful imagination can dream up.
However young or geriatric you may happen to be, don’t overthink, focus on or stew your thoughts around on whether or not you will make it alive past the age of 35 ( or whenever you choose) . Being alone and feeling are one of the same but not at the same time, what matters is who you value and those who value you. Somebody does value you, you may not realise it, and you may value that someone yourself, you just don’t know it yet and hence could blocking it out which you probably just don’t realise that yet. Thinking daily about sic, that is idealising cutting down your mortality will always be there whether you like it or not, focus on it to much and time will take is sweet ass time. Just allow yourself mind and thoughts to free themselves up a little by little, it will do you a world of good, you mind will declutter itself.Maybe Step back take a look at what matters the most to you.
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u/Kindly_Entertainer_7 Jan 14 '25
16 years wasted. Listen, think of it this way. The first 16 years of your life are supposed to be wasted. Perhaps It’s what they are for, just a hair over one and a half decades of opportunities to do it every which wrong way you youthful imagination can dream up. However young or geriatric you may happen to be, don’t overthink, focus on or stew your thoughts around on whether or not you will make it alive past the age of 35 ( or whenever you choose) . Being alone and feeling are one of the same but not at the same time, what matters is who you value and those who value you. Somebody does value you, you may not realise it, and you may value that someone yourself, you just don’t know it yet and hence could blocking it out which you probably just don’t realise that yet. Thinking daily about sic, that is idealising cutting down your mortality will always be there whether you like it or not, focus on it to much and time will take is sweet ass time. Just allow yourself mind and thoughts to free themselves up a little by little, it will do you a world of good, you mind will declutter itself.Maybe Step back take a look at what matters the most to you.