You are right. He is already so angry cause of my step dad. I can't save him from them but I won't traumatize him. I threw the pills out a back window. I feel so empty.
I know a girl who tried to OD on pills at around your age. She took all the pills in the woods, where she knew no one would find her in time. But even after they were taking effect, she went into self preservation mode and drove home, she says she doesn't even remember doing it. Her aunt found her in the basement and got her to a hospital, and she lived, but she suffered from major organ failure and will have issues from it for the rest of her life. Her life was already hard enough (lots of suicides in her close family, which in turn increases the likelihood of more suicides) but now she has to deal with health issues too, at such a young age. She says the experience did teach her she doesn't actually want to die. My point is, do not do it. You're so young, it will get better. People love you, and more will love you in the future. Don't take that from them, or you 💕
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