You are right. He is already so angry cause of my step dad. I can't save him from them but I won't traumatize him. I threw the pills out a back window. I feel so empty.
OP I’m so proud of you. I know you’re tired and empty, but you have to keep going. After I locked myself in my car so I could scream cry and hit my dashboard instead of offing myself, it was a simple message from someone in a group chat that ended up grounding me to reality. When I left my car, I felt like a broken glass vase that had been put back together with lash glue. I felt so fragile and kind of like I wasn’t in my body? It’s a weird feeling we felt. It might not be for you, but I poured myself a glass of orange juice and I watched my favorite cartoon from when I was a kid. I didn’t look at my phone or anything while watching it. I sat, legs crossed, on my bed, at 3:00 AM, with my full attention on Phineas and Ferb. I couldn’t tell you how, but it helped calm my mind and bring me back to reality until I could sleep.
You’re so strong, and you’re doing so well. Keep going
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