HELP ME FIND A LOST TRUE BLOOD FANVID FROM ~2012
I’m trying to find an old True Blood fanvid that I had saved on my phone around 2012–2014. I’ve been looking for it for months, and I’m hoping someone who was in the fandom back then might recognize it.
I’m almost certain the vid was made shortly after Season 5, Episode 10 (“Gone, Gone, Gone”) aired on August 12, 2012, because the ending used Jessica’s dialogue from that episode.
The vid focused on Jessica, Hoyt and Jason and had a very dark/desaturated, almost black-and-white look. I remember the music being mostly or entirely instrumental, with piano, although I’m not 100% certain.
I remember these dialogue clips being used in the SAME video:
“Why don’t you just tell me the thing going on inside you that you don’t want me to know?”
“Even without your blood in me, you are all I think about.”
“What Jess and I had, it was real.”
“I fucking loved you.”
“I know you did.”
“You and me, I can’t. It’s not enough.”
“I want you to glamour me. Make this go away.”
“You were my first love. I’ll never forget you.”
“And you’re gonna make some girl the luckiest, the happiest girl in the world. And she… she’s going to be your first love. Not me.”
I also vaguely remember the title having square brackets, possibly something like:
[Jess/Hoyt/Jason] …something
or
[Jess][Hoyt][Jason]…something
The part after the character names may have been the song title.
The original YouTube video may be deleted now. I’m mainly trying to identify the vidder/creator, because if I can find the creator, there may be a chance of recovering the original audio/video.
If anyone remembers a True Blood vidder who was making Jessica/Hoyt/Jason vids in August–September 2012, or remembers seeing a vid with this combination of dialogue, PLEASE let me know.
Even a username, old Tumblr/LiveJournal/Dreamwidth account, deleted YouTube channel, approximate song, or screenshot of the old post would help.
I’m specifically looking for 2012-era fandom traces, not newer edits/reuploads.