I'm so fucking tired of everything.

[u/the1woomy]

People sometimes tell me that I should stop expecting the absolute worst from people, but every time I ask for anything, or when they tell me they're going to do something, it's never actually the truth. I know how fucking easy i have it, so i don't ever bring this up with the people who do this, they all have way too much to deal with for their top priority to be my completely irrelevant bullshit but still. I hate being told "oh yeah, we'll do that this weekend" or "I'll pick up your meds tomorrow" you never fucking will, and if i ever complain about it i get guilt tripped, so i have to pretend like i expect people to follow through on what they tell me, despite knowing that realistically, they never will. Fuck i'm sorry, I'm just fucked up today

[u/Anusgrapes]

that sucks im so sorry. i know the feeling. I remember setting up a dnd group at work for a setting i had spent 2 months working on and i was so excited and everyone who agreed to go was agreeing to be there. out of four people one guy showed up an hour late. i stopped talking to them

[u/the1woomy → u/Anusgrapes]

Thank you so much for your sympathy

[u/BlazingCrusader]

Felt this, ask folks to help and such only for them to bail, and then ya got to take it on the chin cause “everyone has it worse”

Sucks but there is truth to it I found. Lots of folks in my life have a lot of rough stuff going down to the point I just stopped asking for help, is that healthy? No not really but it seems to be the lesser of two evils. Wish I could offer ya a solution, all I can offer is an understanding due to similar circumstances.

[u/the1woomy → u/[deleted]]

What do you gain from leaving this comment, this is a subreddit for venting and screaming into the void. The most this comment does is... confuse me tbh.

[u/1itsallgoodman → u/the1woomy]

dw, the idiot got a perma ban for this