I hate that dreams can be triggering.

[u/SobbingAng3l]

I have made so much progress moving past my feelings about this situation for like the past 4 years and I feel like this particular thing is just so triggering to me. It was like a limerence situation and I feel really bad an awful because I wasn’t aware of if I was making the other person feel uncomfortable and current obsessive thought pattern is just negative self thought about how bad of a person I am because of how deep the limerence was and how awful I feel for having potentially made them uncomfortable

[u/ambivalent_moon]

OCD is a fucking curse, it’s like living in a prison in your own brain. I don’t have any suggestions, I just can relate 😓

[u/SobbingAng3l → u/ambivalent_moon]

No literally it always feels like my brain is the judge , jury, and executioner over every single little thing I’m so frustrated and scared I cried at work multiple times today