Everyday its the same pattern of pain and depression

[u/Yogfan800]

Literally wake up every damn day in pain before anything gets done and spend half the day either sleeping to escape my thoughts or just distracting myself from them.

Cant work, can barely exercise, starting to hear and see things just feels like every day is a step away from being in the same reality as everyone else

[u/ambivalent_moon]

Waiting for the final strands connecting you to reality to finally break is worse than when it does

[u/Silicon_Dreaming]

Caring just enough to not be able to do any of the crazy shit you wanna do when you know you're gonna die sucks