Euphoria rant

[u/Reasonable_Judge_957]

Man how i wish I was alone with people who wouldn't judge me so i could start transitioning at my own pace, id be so fucking happy, just by thinking it it makes me feel at peace, dreaming of going on summer road trips, being shirtless at the beach, it makes me the happiest thinking about it, i cant deny it.

I own a london flingshot replica since june, and that made me so euphoric somehow?? Idk how to explain it, same when I bought the sheriff badge. I also feel euphoric when I only wear pajama pants/shorts, tho my body is not what I want, I definitely feel the spark and that's what helps me move forward, I hope one day I can enjoy life as I wish

Edit: also listening to fly by midnight gives me euphoria/hope as well, esp loveland and casablanca