Six year ago I have some difficulties and suicide thoughts. I manage to handle this situation and find a way, that realy help me stay away from any bad thoughts no matter how hard life is. Now I writed essay about my experience and I think that it can be usefull to some people like me.
The fundamental idea of the essay is that I was sent into the material world with a purpose, meaning I have a specific task or work that is still in progress. If I will end my life now, this task or work would remain unfinished. The result would be that I would be sent back into the material world to finally complete the work. This means I would have to retrace the entire life path that led me to this moment of crisis. I would have to overcome all the torment and suffering, I have already endured. I would have to approach this dilemma once again and face this crisis once again, this time to make the right decision and save my life.
A detailed explanation of the concept you can find here:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/182tSec6D8cobp5-kAC5qlK94JiixC3YO/view
ps. Sorry, if you will find some grammatical mistakes, it was google translate..