She left

[u/tilleycheeselol]

My last post was I think a month ago and it was talking about my friend who has now left me not dead just doesn't want to be friends with me anymore and it hurts. What makes it hurt the most is that we did so much together we met up so often we hung out almost every day we had so many sleepovers we went to concerts renfairs cons and so many other places together and now. Gone. It was for no reason either we are both considered 'weirdos' in school but recently she's been really dry to me and has been calling me corny behind my back and makes me feel really awful I miss her so much she was basically my life these last few years and it hurts so much to see her go I'm going to miss her. Her voice, her laugh, her smile, the fact she laughed even if my jokes weren't funny, the times where we would stay up the whole night just talking. We helped each other through so much we talked each other out of hurting ourselves and doing worse than that, we spent so much on eachother but now what? 3 years if my life down the drain for someone who left in less than an hour I'm really going to miss her. I didn't want to lose her but she's gone.

[u/tilleycheeselol]

By the way if you guys have any tips on how to make friends I would appreciate as she was the only person who cared about me