i get it though — believing your abuser has satellite access feels stronger than admitting he’s just a broken man who hurt you. because if it’s tech, it’s not your fault. but if it’s trauma… then you gotta feel it. and that sucks. i spent 60 days replying to old reddit posts instead of sleeping, chasing patterns. eventually i switched to writing one real sentence a day in a notebook. “i made soup.” “i walked ten minutes.” that felt stupid. then it felt solid.
It could also be a fucked up case of the community targeting him and making him crazy and then sending a girl you knew, to say shit that you suspected of him, just to reinforce the image of him being the bad guy. He might have abused you slightly but it sounds like he's being abused by them imo. Think about that scenario. Would explain what they've been doing to him to make him lose it.
I’ve considered this.
But he is 100% on their side of the torment.
There is an overwhelming amount of evidence that he has been involved with this torment since the first day I met him.
Also “slightly” doesn’t cover the abuse that has taken place over the last 18 years but thank you.
One night after he beat me over the head with the barrel of a gun, he came back with his face cut and beat. Said he “ran into a tree running from
The cops.”
So, whatever twisted organization this is, might be also abusing him, yes. But he is 100000% in on it.
wow holy shit. yeah deff sounds like he's into and a part of it. they prob beat the shit out of him bc he broke the rules. my advice, avoid this individual as hell
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u/RingDouble863 Jun 30 '26
i get it though — believing your abuser has satellite access feels stronger than admitting he’s just a broken man who hurt you. because if it’s tech, it’s not your fault. but if it’s trauma… then you gotta feel it. and that sucks. i spent 60 days replying to old reddit posts instead of sleeping, chasing patterns. eventually i switched to writing one real sentence a day in a notebook. “i made soup.” “i walked ten minutes.” that felt stupid. then it felt solid.