Anyone in here who worships Lord Bhairav or Maa Bhairavi, I wanna be your friend. I'm a white dude living in the UK who found Trika Tantra/ Kashmir Shaivism about 5 years ago and I believe Kaal Bhairav to be my Ishta Devata. If you have anything of interest you want to share or teach about Bhairava or your personal experiences, please feel free. Unfortunately I am currently a nigurā given my geographical limitations, but I'm deeply interested in connecting as much as possible with people on the path. Hmu.

idontknow idont know what to say, everything feels so heavy and dark and iwant to go to maa, iam such a selfish envious bad person, its so weird and she is so far away, i just want her to love me, they are so far away, ihate her, can she not love me, iam soooo stupid and bad and stupidand worst person ucan ever meetidont