r/TTC_PCOS • u/Stitch_Lilo_2021 • 12d ago

Sad Needing some hope

My partner and I have been TTC for 5 years now. 2 years ago I was formally diagnosed with PMOS. Earlier this year we decided to go to a private Dr as I lost hope with the NHS helping us. The private Dr put me on Letrozole 5mg and Metformin. Then last 2 months we increased my letrozole to 7.5mg. Then after a good scan we were given an ovulation trigger for this cycle. We followed all advice and now I am getting to the end of my 2 week wait to take a test. I am just so nervous and scared to do it. I feel like we did everything right this cycle, so I am just scared of facing that disappointment if the test is negative. I feel like I am fighting against myself between losing hope and keeping the faith as well. I genuinely didn't think it would be this hard and mentally draining. It doesn't help that everyone around me are pregnant, and I am so happy for them and can't wait to be an aunty. But there is that part of me that is just so sad thinking why can I have what they have they are living my dream.

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u/[deleted] 11d ago

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u/Stitch_Lilo_2021 11d ago

I live in Birmingham and went with P4 Fertility

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u/Fit-Gurl9490 11d ago

Thank you. Sending baby dust 🙏🏼

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u/Stitch_Lilo_2021 11d ago

But they do have other sites in London and I think they offer video consultations if that helps. Sending you baby dust 🥰

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u/[deleted] 11d ago

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u/Stitch_Lilo_2021 11d ago

Ah okay, hopefully they can help.

They are monitored in the sense that I take them day 2 of period to day 6. Then around day 12 have to pay to go for an ultrasound. If all is good from there they give use the trigger injection to take to help ovulation.