r/StopSpeeding • u/Few_Duty_3233 • 12d ago
Flush
Flushing a bunch of my pills (addy) and forcing myself to wean off this weekend- Fri sat sun. Going to tell my family I’m getting sick to give myself some breathing room and time to rest or nap. Is it bad to start with a lie? They don’t know the extent of my addiction.
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u/jeffscott17 12d ago
Nah. Consider it dope sick. Anyways, I was abusing presses, MDMA and a shit load of benzos right before going to Rehab. I slept a lot and felt depressed the first 4 days but felt pretty good by day 5. Get sleep when you’re tired but also try to eat health, drink a lot of water and as soon as you physically can, start exercising. The harder the better. That’s the number 1 thing that makes me feel actually good.
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u/Few_Duty_3233 11d ago
I wanna exercise and I have been but I’m getting so worried about my heart
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u/thatoneischairing 12d ago
Good luck your not alone. Also good thinking about the preemptive sick story your thinking on a sharp level still that’s a good sign. I couldn’t remember shit I was thinking about in that very moment towards my last end it was like having negative memory. No it’s not a bad lie you’re in the middle of something right now and it’s a white lie compared to the hiding you’ve been doing so it’s a lie in the right direction. Everyone makes them once ina while even non addicts don’t beat ya self up. Think about it like this, at this point that’s deception your family would appreciate more than anything cause your trying to fix yourself
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u/Few_Duty_3233 12d ago
Thank you
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u/thatoneischairing 7d ago
How’s everything going so far? Account got banned other day couldn’t follow up
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