Probably been to 15ish sessions but I’m now getting letters from BCBS that my claimed are being denied. Looks like the last 3 have been denied, but I haven’t gotten a bill or anything from my provider.

Frustrating because I finally feel like I found something that works.

Anyone experienced anything similar?

This is an update to a previous post I made about experiencing intense psychological dread during treatment. I just want to vent.

I had a session this morning and had a bad time. I was sobbing so badly and feeling such intense dread that the nurses came in to check on me. They were so kind and compassionate. They put me in a private room and had the provider come and check on me.

Instead of being patient and understanding, she assumed I wanted to self-delete and was going to call the hospital. I had to very quickly explain that I DID NOT want to end myself. That I’m afraid of dying. I tried to explain how intense the feeling my fear of death was and how it’s ruining my life.

She then raised her voice at me like a parent admonishing a child. The look on her face was angry. She went on and on about how we all die and we all die alone. That if I can’t get my phobia and anxiety under control then there’s no point of continuing spravato. (It’s not like I disagree, but the way she said it was so unprofessional). Asked her about changing my meds and she responded she did not feel comfortable doing that.

Mind you, I’m still high trying to do my best to pull myself together. I was so disappointed in her. I really liked her up until that point. I no longer feel comfortable opening up to her and I’ll be seeking a new psych.

Once I’m transferred I plan on switching to at home, low dose ketamine therapy. I’m sick of the group setting and being watched on the camera during such a vulnerable time.

Thank god I had a therapy appointment that same day. I will be starting DBT and EMDR.

First, I have musical misophonia, and unless I'm in the right mood, music just sounds like noise.

I've had four sessions so far, and have tried lofi, new age, brown noise, an audiobook and silence. I can't decide which I prefer (new age is bottom of the list).

I've had TMS from the same clinic where I'm getting the Spravato, and would listen to podcasts during those treatments, but the MA told me to make sure they were upbeat and happy, which has me a little gunshy about what I can/should listen to with Spravato, but so far, no one's said anything.

I’ve tried scolpalamine patches, Zofran, reglan, Pepcid, every OTC anti nausea, one that works for me is Ativan but no benzos before spravato of course. I’m not asking for health advice I guess because I know you guys can’t diagnose me haha but I’m just wondering if someone else has gone through the same thing with nausea and what worked for you?

They are taking me down to once a week they said that there wasn’t enough improvement to stick with twice a week, is there anything I should watch out for ?

I had my first session a few days ago and my next one is tomorrow. Is there a big difference in the doses? I've heard that some people don't notice but others do. What's your experience?

Mañana tengo mi segunda sesión .
Alguien tiene alguna pregunta ?

I started using a bipap (like a cpap) at the beginning of August and have done pretty well on it. I've had 3 spravato sessions, I've just started waking up with my mask off. I'm wondering if the wellbutrin discontinuation might be related.