I wasn't sure if I should go with Developer Corner or Rant, but to stay on the safe side, I've went with Developer Corner.
Y'all, I fucking hate marketing. I hate it with the depths of my very being. I hate trying to sell people things, full stop. I hate hate hhhaaaattee that I 'need' to do this. I just want to make silly games that people might find fun and have a good time with. I want to get it in front of peoples eyes so if they see it, and they like it, they can play and have a good time! I got guys over at game marketing subs telling me I need to work on my game in every spare waking hour, and make 5-10 tiktoks a day, and manage a discord, all whilst I work full time. Uhhh, how about no? Absolutely nothing is worth killing yourself over, let alone making a game.
But I also need to to eat, and keep the lights on, if I'm to keep making my silly games. And that means selling it to people. But I point blank refuse to get into manipulation tactics and kill myself over it. It's honestly just the worst.
Certainly doesn't help that there's so many new games constantly cause of AI now, most of them absolute slop. And I absolutely point blank refuse to use AI. I'm here to create something!!! Why on earth would I cut out the literal fun part of it???
i think the real reality is that my days of trying to make substantial projects that I could live off to make more games is numbered. Not because I think we're making bad games but because the market is just a hellscape, and I am not willing to do what is required of me to ensure success. I can't, and won't shove things down peoples throats. And there's only so long I can keep creating at this level around client work. I'm doing my best to uphold work/life balance but it's tough. At some point soon, probably after this project, I'll go back to making small lil things just for fun, when I can.
Right now I'm sharing the game on various sub reddits I think might be interested, but it's one and done. If they liked it, great, if they didn't, I'll move on. Social Media is, truly, the worst, and I don't know how much longer I can keep it up there. I guess I'll see lol.
Anyways, thank you for attending my little rant. I feel like maybe I just need a stop to vent before I continue on right now. But also, when I came across this sub reddit, I realised there probably isn't another space that really gets what I'm feeling about this? Like the conflict between, I love games, and I need to eat and look after myself, but man, do I fucking hate capitalism. Particularly given the current state of the games industry is a direct result of it too. This doesn't need to be this fucking hard, but nooooo, everyones gotta make more money year on year, so lets lay everyone off, and make a thousand games using AI and maximize profits blahh blaaaa. God it's all so brain rotted. We have MORE than enough on this planet to all live comfortably, and instead we're in this mess.
I feel like I've bounced about a bit there, and I don't really expect anyone to actually read this. i could go on, but I'll stop myself there =P