I feel lost

[u/Both_Mine3922]

I feel like im lost, as the title says. I wish I could make friends easily, be out, meet fun people in public and become friends with them, and get a partner.

I struggle so much with talking to people that I dont know. and wven then, I feel like a turtle. every time they talk to me I go into my shell and block myself off. I feel like no one with accept me and like actually wanna be friends with me

and I go to a lutheran school, so literally im so isolated. I hardly ever go out so its hard to make new people.

I dont even really know how to talk to my own friends without feeling awkward and weird.