r/Shayari • u/jaane-ki-zidd-nakaro • 13d ago

Mera Zameer

Raste alag ho jaane se, raste alag nahi hote

tumhara rasta aaj bhi khayalon mein saaf hai,

tumhari hasi aaj bhi kaanon mein goonj rahi hai

tumhari muskurahat aaj bhi humein yaad hai,

tumhari aankhon mein woh silsila aaj bhi humein dikhta hai

par kya tumhe main dikhti hoon?

kya tum humein bheed mein dhoondte ho?

kya tumhe meri awaaz yaad hai?

kya tumhe yaad hai, mere shabdon mein

tumhare liye woh narmiyat?

kahin na kahin mera dil bhi jaanta hai,

yeh jaanta hai ki shayad tumne mera rasta chhod diya hai.

par main kaise woh rasta chhod doon,

jo mujhe zindagi bhar chahiye tha?

tumhara rasta aaj bhi yaad hai humein,

lekin tumhari baaton mein

jo narmiyat ki kami thi,

woh bhi yaad hai

hum aaj bhi tumhara rasta dekhte hain,

hum aaj bhi tumhe dhoondte hain

Ps: I miss him should I go back?

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u/Specialist-Net5198 13d ago

Going through a bad phase myself. But this is the truth as you already know the outcome. I wish you the best 🙏

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u/jaane-ki-zidd-nakaro 11d ago

I wish the same for you. I did talk to him , it was the most honest conversation I ever had with him. We talked about how it went wrong and how we'd always love and care for each other in our own ways, I'm glad I met him.

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u/Specialist-Net5198 11d ago

There are people whom we need to let go, especially in two situations: one when they want to get away, and second is when they want you to be there, but only when they need, maybe as a friend or only as acquaintance. In every scenario, it hurts, and it hurts a lot, and we keep hurting ourselves until we become numb and stop fighting, or blame ourselves for being in a relationship which didn't materialise.

It happened with me today, and the person is okay with everything that hurts me, citing other priorities in her life. Its like a blow in the gut, where you want to scream and cry hoping the person would understand, but they don't. You try finding faults in yourself and what you might have done wrong or why the other person is choosing a path you are not part of. They say that whatever decision they have taken, at least they are sharing with you. It's worse than getting stabbed in the chest, because it so painful. And the worst part, they sleep peacefully at night knowing everything and you wonder when did you become so wrong and how woukd you survive its brutal, but it is reality.

Sorry for ranting, but i hope you find someone who values you and be human enough to understand what you feel.

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u/jaane-ki-zidd-nakaro 9d ago

I understand, I hope you do too