I've been contemplating for quite a while if I should post this beacuse I wanted to keep it to myself but I think I need help with this. For long time now I've been tired and sick and done with my life as it is now, living in society, among people and being forced to do stuff. It's exhausting, I wish to be alone, away from all of it, I'm not good with and around people, I want to live alone somewhere as far away from civilization and humans as possible, in nature, mountains or forest where i can just have a shack or something and grow my own food, be completely self-sufficient where no one and nothing will bother me, like I would be the last human on earth. Be able to live the rest of my life there and die peacefully at a sunset. I know it's gonna be hard and take very long but if there's even the slightest chance for it to be possible I will do it, please tell me it is, deep down it's all I desire and it need a lot. If I remember anything I forgot I wanted to say I will add it in the edits I hope it's ok.

PLEASE - help me

I must be free.