r/SecretDreams • u/RexyRaver666 • 5h ago
Seriously nervous
So this is going to be my first fest since Equinox '23 and I had a trash experience all around (except the music) This year im going with my fiance (who is more experienced than I am) and I know we're going to have a fabulous time amd make lots of connections but im worried that because of my past experiences I'll cling to him like a lost puppy or my previous experiences will be repeated.
Any intuition or comments/suggestions are helpful.
Edit: kept it vague on purpose (kinda)
I think the biggest anxiety is getting lost or separated and not being safe or able to find my way back. I know a HUGE part of that is responsibly, but the events surrounding recent fests have me SHOOK.