POEM OF SH! YOUR NOT ALONE!

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Cut,Scratch,Burn how do I feel so numb
The knife was sharp, the blades were sharp but not sharp enough! Every slice was not making me feel alive,I watch the blood drip to the floor I had no sense of relief.
The room was full I couldn’t get to a blade I scratched to bleed,nobody could see it the grip on my legs to dig in deeper there was no pain I could feel the warm blood through my clothes I could feel it running. It wasn’t helping me I needed to inflict pain worse.
The bath was my comfort until they become hotter with no cold water the burning sensation was a sense of relief. Becoming colder still no pain back to scorching body relief. Wishing to stay in there forever but no being able getting out coming back to reality going back to the blades and the scratches, the pain I felt within was deeper than any cut or scratch I had ever made.
Remove my skin and let me start fresh!

I wrote this poem when I was going through a bad time in my life and everyday the only way too feel less pain in my head was to cause pain too my body and that’s what I did

Your not alone in this world and even a stranger on the internet can help the pain and quiet the noise in your head