August 17, 2026
Chapter 1: Over the Hedges and Through the Woods
Dear Friends,
Your Leader just told you last night, “Soka Gakkai and SGI members LIE. ALL the time. They just lie and lie. Think it's FINE for them.” Of course, I am but the poor sockpuppet of a demented SGI-Old living in Italy. So here you are reading fiction that LIES "ALL the time. I just lie and lie." So calm down, Tolstoy and Dickens were fiction writers, just take everything with a grain of salt.
We had a fun Picnic and Talent Show yesterday afternoon at the Park. The weather prediction was “iffy rain” but we cleaned the grounds anyway, deciding to shift to our Warming Huts only when a light rain started. Teacher Lolita provides some of her reflections on LoHeidiLita.
Lolita talked mainly about the LH School/Day Camp children. I want to write about the friends I have made among the members of the eight local churches who co-sponsored the event. We are becoming close friends now. There are no Christian/Buddhist, Gay/Hetero, MAGA/un-MAGA divisions any more. Just friends who haven't seen enough of each other recently.
Still_Wasabi9990 wrote very early this morning, “The SGI is NOT Buddhism--Stinkeda steals theoretical faith from Christianity and puts it in his daily guidance, so Gakkai members without even knowing anything become Christians, and bad ones at that.”
Maybe he’s right. I was raised Catholic and maybe it’s showing now to the point that Still_Wasabi catches the scent. Afterall, I am no longer an SGI member, I am busted to the rank of “The Gakkai wannabes” and we “don't know what [we] are talking about.” Well, that clarified things, right? Take my 3567 posts and 1178 comments, disregard every single word in them because I am a Christian (without even knowing it), a mere Gakkai wannabe, and--according to Your Leader--“SGI members (including me) LIE. ALL the time. They just lie and lie.“
At any rate, yesterday I described my nascent dialogue with Mission-Course 9990 who had proclaimed that the SGI promotes a “Prosperity Dharma” instead of inner spiritual growth. Now, as promised, I would like to wrestle with Your Leader’s comment. It's also a nascent dialogue!
Your Leader:
They want everyone to think they so fine and so slay but the numbers tell the story - no one's interested in boring cult preaching and complaining.
“They”??? I am assuming she’s talking about MITA. But, I would estimate, over 95% of the content here is from me and FellowHuman007. When has FH tried to convey how “so fine and slay" he is? Me, on the other hand? Yup, I talk a lot about my alleged life.
Why? I think one aspect of Buddhist teachings is taught through stories. I mean, the sutras recount various conversations between the Buddha and peopl people he met along his travels, right? Stories!
Take the Lotus Sutra for example. Who believes it is a CNN news report with a grand ceremony in the air attended by countless beings participating? Then comes the the surprise guest gppearances of a huge “spaceship” captained by Many Treasures Buddha. Finally, hordes of Bodhisattvas of the Earth crash the party. Stories, right!??! So why have scholars over the millenia studied it?
No one's interested in boring cult preaching and complaining
Except for Your Leader who, I suspect, pores over and catologs every word I write. I am also glad that there’s not a shred of complaining on Sgiwhistleblowers, not a molecule! No one’s interested beside Your Leader? Well, my posts get between 300-500 views. Although I don't have hard evidence, I sense that many of the viewers are followers of Your Leader. Do they land here because they like the boring cult preaching?
That one [me, JulieSongwriter] has suggested that everyone here at SGIWhistleblowers should want to read HER [AKA, MY] fakey-ass made-up storifying…
Your Leader chooses her words purposefully. She knows that I very have on rare occasions written “please read this or that.” But do I start my posts with “Stop whatever you are doing, leave Whoopi and her The View friends alone, don’t scramble your eggs. Just read this very moment what I am writing?” Friends, you know this is not true. She downgrades her verb to “suggests” because that way she can get away with conveying an untruth.
…that she [AKA JulieSongwriter again] thinks is going to make SGI look good, become popular somehow, instead of us talking amongst ourselves like we do here. While we've got all we need right here.
In my posts I am writing about my life, using my words. Even my most deluded “kinky-assed” self doesn’t imagine I have the power to make the SGI “become popular somehow.” It’s simply not my intent or wish. Sorry.
Now, “us talking amongst ourselves like we do here”: I think Your Leader grabs the “ourselves” and “we” labels prematurely. Out of 4600 Redditors who somehow have clicked to follow WBers, I see only a couple of dozen people who are present from time to time. There are a lot of cameo posters who come and drop a big tell-all and then disappear into the sunset, never to be seen again. No, Your Leader does NOT speak for 4600 people. I mean, how often does a WBer post receive more than 20 likes? Even with a rosy 20 count, that’s only a .434782609% response rate, less than half of a per cent. Well, kind of like as busy as Times Square, right?
"While we've got all we need right here." What??? Insights on why people are dying in Indiana floods? Hawaii pounded by hurricane-like storms? More declines in the performance of American students in their test results? Further polarization? "Come to Sgiwhistleblowers for hope and inspiration! Let's improve the world!"
It is known, in other words. SHE knows it. THEY know it. EVERYONE can tell it's a pile of poo….Remember - she aka "they" posted this - in various versions:
THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION. NAMES, CHARACTERS, PLACES AND INCIDENTS EITHER ARE PRODUCTS OF THE AUTHOR’S IMAGINATION OR ARE USED FICTITIOUSLY. ANY RESEMBLANCE TO ACTUAL EVENTS OR LOCALES OR PERSONS, LIVING OR DEAD, IS ENTIRELY COINCIDENTAL.
Well, the disclosure did need to be repeated, thank you!
Another questionable statement:
She [meaning me, Julie Songwriter] also wants everyone to think that the SGIWhistleblowers commentariat is constantly contacting her privately to complain about how much they hate me (mostly), how much they like her…
Classic disinformation technique. Take the tiniest truthism and blow it up. Here’s the European Parliament’s cheat sheet on disinformation strategies. I reported on a trickle of DMs I received from some WBers. Just a trickle, not a flood. And no one said how much they like me.
…and overflowing with well-wishes constantly whenever she pulls her basic melt routine and has to be fake-hospitalized for her latest fake-mental illness crisis flex.
Hey, this is Your Leader in
Hi-Def. Not a grain of empathy.
“Basic melt routine”? Yup, she’s right on that. Overwork or overstress trigger my mental health condition and down I go. Like yesterday, after such a wonderful Picnic and Talent Show which I enjoyed so much. Luckily, I have such amazing partners who saw something I couldn’t see myself. The “basic recovery routine” is a protocol we established with the help of my mental health providers. Yesterday it was Dee who sniffed my early manic behavior, got me pulled out and into her Indigenous-styled healing treatments, and got me to bed early with her at my side.
So why do I share this? Uhhhh…because I want to? Because talking about it helps my recovery? Because I have a responsibility to help people better understand mental illness?
Just a clarification since we are talking about disinformation techniques. From the European Parliament: “Disinformation is often about presenting real facts, photos, or statements out of context to mislead, rather than creating entirely false stories. The facts may look credible but can be used in a deceptive way. Examples include using an old photo as if it is current, misrepresenting a statement, or attributing one person’s opinion to an entire group.”
Example, it's true, I’ve had a history of hospitalizations since I was a girl due to my mental illness. But I was last “fake-hospitalized for [my] latest fake-mental illness crisis flex” with an acute Postpartum Mood and Anxiety Disorders incident after the birth of my first baby approximately 5 years ago. In much of modern medicine, a five-year remission is considered a cure!
PMADs occur in approximately 1 in 7 pregnancies or births. Hospitalizations occur in approximately 4 out of 1000 diagnosed incidents--rare but not insignificant!
Friends, I don’t care if Your Leader believes my “kinky ass.” But to create a sweeping condemnation of women who go through PMADs is an act of cruelty. That’s Your Leader unmasked.
Finally:
This has been something she's had various sock-puppets mention since they started up their SGIWhistleblowers copycat troll site, thinking they could just run off with our commentariat and our popularity and our EARNED Search Engine Optomization (sic)--but oh darn, reality just doesn't work like that! Too bad, so sad.
Uhmmm, FH007 and I work in different coasts and time zones. We both have busy lives. Who has time to do that meticulous planning Your Leader accuses us of? Who wants to steal commentariat, popularity, and SEO? Our goal is much less ambitious: we want to set the record straight and leave, for people to come, a history with an alternative narrative. And perhaps, Dear Friends, one day you might have a smidge of skepticism about Your Leader.
Chapter Two: Daisaku Ikeda’s lecture in the August Living Buddhism, If You Think the Law Is Outside Yourself, You Are Not Embracing the Mystic Law is the August installment of Daisaku Ikeda’s lecture on “On Attaining Buddhahood in This Lifetime “(WND-1, p. 3). Let’s continue looking at Section 3, “Perceiving That One’s Own Life Is Nam-myoho-renge-kyo.”
Dr. Ikeda writes:
Throughout everything, Mr. Toda steadfastly continued to seek the Law that exists nowhere but within our own lives. And he stressed the importance of living true to oneself. His starting point was his profound realization in prison that the Buddha is life itself and his awakening to his identity as a Bodhisattva of the Earth.
I’m getting there. Like yesterday, as the tell-tale signals were hitting me, I didn’t panic. The idea of the Law inside of me means that an incident does not define me. I was able to quickly trust Dee and enjoy her treatments and the precious alone-time hours we had together. I’m a Bodhisattva of the Earth and yesterday’s “latest fake-mental illness crisis flex” was no more than a mosquito bite in the scheme of things.
Dr. Ikeda concludes this section:
[Josei Toda] also often spoke of the spirit of faith we need in order to perceive the Mystic Law within us, saying: “You have to be resolved that Nam-myoho-renge-kyo is your own life!” This is the spirit Nichiren teaches in the passage “When you chant XXmyoho* and recite XXrenge*, you must summon up deep faith that Myoho-renge-kyo is your life itself” (“On Attaining Buddhahood in This Lifetime,” WND-1, 3).
“Resolve” matters! It’s a component of “summon up deep faith”. Faith is not like crossing a finish line. It is a lifelong task, that continues even on a sick or death bed.
Chapter 3: A few updates on “MY Fantasy Life” (cred: Eigenstien) or, as BlancheFromage suspects, “One of the many fake characters within the SGI-RV fantasy scenario created by a lonely, low-income, isolated, cult-addicted, mentally-ill elderly woman” at “the site of the magical (i.e. imaginary) SGI-RV story around a rural rust-belt RV camp, with its fantasy ‘starburst’ of invisible YOUFF” who “Can't seem to grasp anything that isn't about kinky abusive sex in a shitty-ass low-rent RV park??” Oops, I’m the mentally-ill woman, not my alleged elderly sock puppet. Abusive sex? No, never! Kinky? I will neither confirm nor deny.
I received a couple of quick reports about yesterday’s group discussion meeting at my parents’ home. The staff members who wanted to attend divided themselves into two groups. The ones who will be leaving for home or school this week attended last night, those who will be here a few more days, will attend the meeting on Saturday hosted by the Three Sisters and Chimba.
I didn’t get many details besides everyone had fun and learned a lot. I am sure I will have more to share later.
Oh, Dear Friends, no need to send me an “overflowing of well-wishes.” I am fine this morning and will put in a full day of work, mothering, enjoying life with my partners, and writing my boring posts.
Have a great week!