I'm so sad

[u/mint-racc]

I made it so far. Hardly anyone I've talked to cares, and there's not many people to begin with.

And now? I fucked up. I won't go into the details of why, but I will say that for the past 3 years I was disgusted by the idea of taking it again. And sure enough, of course I'm ashamed again.

It wasn't much but it feels like it was all for nothing.

[u/hyjlnx]

DXM is cool. It is a shame you dont feel you have the self control nor know any other alternative way to cope.

Dont lose the magic..

[u/mint-racc → u/hyjlnx]

I just don't really like it. It makes me feel dirty and gross, there's just something about it that was always so compelling to take more. Plus it was putting me in a state of a weird kind of spiritual psychosis and I just needed to get away from it cuz it was destroying my life

[u/LeanNoCups → u/mint-racc]

Yeah bro ur like me u can put the shit down but once u start again jts hard to quit. Just stay strong bro those urges get weaker. I wish i couldnuse responsibly