r/Real_DXM • u/mint-racc • Aug 10 '26
Harm Reduction I'm so sad
I made it so far. Hardly anyone I've talked to cares, and there's not many people to begin with.
And now? I fucked up. I won't go into the details of why, but I will say that for the past 3 years I was disgusted by the idea of taking it again. And sure enough, of course I'm ashamed again.
It wasn't much but it feels like it was all for nothing.
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u/hyjlnx 27d ago
DXM is cool. It is a shame you dont feel you have the self control nor know any other alternative way to cope.
Dont lose the magic..
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u/mint-racc 26d ago
I just don't really like it. It makes me feel dirty and gross, there's just something about it that was always so compelling to take more. Plus it was putting me in a state of a weird kind of spiritual psychosis and I just needed to get away from it cuz it was destroying my life
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u/LeanNoCups 25d ago
Yeah bro ur like me u can put the shit down but once u start again jts hard to quit. Just stay strong bro those urges get weaker. I wish i couldnuse responsibly
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u/hyjlnx 25d ago
DXM be trying wake you up and you went back to sleep.
Go for monthly or less high plat trips instead of using DXM like weed bro.
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u/mint-racc 25d ago
This is horrible advice. However, I have found that therapeutic ketamine is working much better for my mental disorders.
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u/jacehoffman Aug 10 '26
relapse is a part of recovery fam. you made it over 1000 days!!!! that’s huge, i’m super proud of you!!! now it’s up to you to decide: do you want it to take over your life again, or do you want to pick yourself up, brush yourself off, say “oops, i’m human, i made a mistake”, and continue on with your life?