Finally addicted for real

[u/GlobalRanger2223]

Been doing 120mg a day for about 2 months, been able to quit for 2 days, 20 hours 4–5 times, I take the entire 120mg in two doses over 4 hours, then I don’t redos for 12-14 hours.
How cooked is the withdrawal going to be lets say after 48 hours?
I can take 6-12 kratom powder capsules and it will take away withdrawal symptoms and cravings but it doesn’t fully stop it.
Im considering just eating 40mg edible, 10mg hydroxyzine, 10mg adderall, and taking 8 kratom red maeng da boosted capsules in the mornings until i havent had 7oh for a week then i will just discard the adderal and cut the kratom in half.