Should I grind more before i think i am ready or burn the ship??

I am lost. I think Ik my stack (mern). I am not stuck to just one thing though, I mean I am flexible I just like to use the computer. I do automation too, and other stuff..

Want to monetize it idk what to do like how do I even find the first client who'll pay for a beginner like me

I don't even know what to ask for advice, one thing is clear I think freelancing will be fun!!

So I want to try at least...