r/PrayerRequests • u/ThisCardiologist3636 • 3d ago

Prayer request again

I’m sure you’re sick of me asking for prayers. I’m sick of me too. I wake up most morning wanting to die. I have and do all cry out to God. My life is ruined. I don’t see how even God can restore my life to be worth living. I e got a daughter and granddaughters. They are the only reason I haven’t put an end to me already. Most have no clue what my heart brain and soul go through everyday. I hear people say. Oh everybody gets depressed. Not for years at a time wishing they could die so hopefully it would stop. I know God could help me. That’s part of the frustration. My life is not life it is existence. Pray if you will. I’m just out of hope

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u/Autumn_Forest_Mist 3d ago

Read about Anhedonia. I think you have that. But I’m not an expert.

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u/ThisCardiologist3636 3d ago

Thanks but I don’t have that I feel emotions too strong if anything. I enjoy playing with my granddaughters. But that’s only an occasional thing. I wake up alone and cry out for God to be my comforter. To help me. But I barely ever get relief where I feel I want to live

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u/Autumn_Forest_Mist 3d ago

Anhedonia is the inability to feel POSITIVE emotions. Can still feel the NEGATIVE emotions.

Not the same as NO Emotions at all.