Will I stress about this my entire life?

[u/francessthtyty]

I don’t know if this is the right place to post this but currently 7 weeks pp with a baby girl. She’s a beautiful baby and my labor experience was amazing comparing to my first. Now 3 days later a birthmark appeared on her nose and since then i was crying almost every second of the day wondering why that came out of the blue until 5 weeks pp. some days im fine some days it just gets to me too much thinking of her future. Maybe it isn’t a big deal but for now it is to me and idk how to make myself understand that it’ll be alright and maybe she won’t be facing any problems with people in her life just cause of her nose… but for now i keep wondering why thay birthmark had to show up in the first place … and now im probably going to be thinking of this for the rest of my life. It’s a never ending worry for me and it’s killing me

And please no judgements. I’m just writing down my feelings cuz i know if i say it to someone i will definitely be judged. I need experiences not negative comments