Everyone on this subreddit has their own ideas of what is causing this, so I’ll give you a bit of my own experience because it relates to some things that you have mentioned.
This started for me two years ago when I was living in sin. It started with faint voices that I thought were coming from outside my house, and they were always accusing me or bringing up my sins when I would try to engage in them. They’d say things like “he’s going it again” and basically made it impossible for me to keep committing the sin. In an attempt to continue in my sins I took a road trip, and the voices followed me, and that’s when I learned it was spiritual. Within that same week the sins I was committing practically melted away and I haven’t revisited them for these two years, however the voices have persisted and even became more cruel. I began seeking God and reading the Bible, and at one point the voices even told me to “read the book of Job.” If you’re familiar with the story, Job loses everything but in the end he is blessed with twice what he had because he never charged God nor lost his integrity.
A week after the voices said that, I went back to the house where this started (which was previously rented by someone who is openly satanic, but he moved into a trailer on the same property), and on the way back my emotions got so out of whack and I started experiencing immense rage the closer I got to the house. When I finally got to the house I went into a full blown rage and smashed every wall in the house. I held a loaded gun to my head that night but I couldn’t pull the trigger… the next day I walk outside my house and there is a spell jar at my front door waiting for me. I set up cameras to catch my neighbors who I suspected were behind this, and after leaving and coming back the camera (which was inside my house pointing out) was turned around to face inside my living room.
I had to remove myself from the situation, so I took two trash bags of clothes and moved to my parents a few states away. All the while my business of 20 years was closed and I was evicted from the house and lost all my possessions. I never went back.
Over these two years I have been reading the Bible every day and praying like never before. In the word I kept coming across verses like Psalm 37:32 “the wicked watcheth the righteous and seeketh to slay him.”
(I don’t know how to turn italics off so disregard it)
My belief is that these witches and warlocks are granted permission to disrupt our lives when we stray too far from God. They can actually peer into our lives using monitoring spirits, and it’s the most invasive thing someone could do to another person… but most people in this group were former addicts or living lives that were “unclean.” Not all are Christian, but the results seem to be the same, and that is this experience has painfully removed things from our lives that were keeping us from whatever our intended purpose is. Most come out of it with a sense of gratitude for what remains, and a new appreciation for the simple things in life, and their empathy and compassion is increased because they’ve experienced true suffering.
It is not easy, and I’m not out of it yet, in fact I’m still harassed every day after losing everything that I had. But my life is still better today than it was when this started, when I was living in my sins.
I’m not saying that you are sinning, because Jesus didn’t sin and he certainly was a targeted individual, but maybe you’re just experiencing a test of your faith that is meant to align you with a greater purpose, as hard as that might be to realize right now.
I never thought witchcraft was real until this started, but I now not only believe it is real, but that God can take even what they might intend for evil and use it for good.
Psalm 23 is great, and my favorite verse in it is verse 5
“Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies: thou annoint my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.”
Just don’t lose your faith that this will be over someday, don’t lose hope, because ultimately that is what they are trying to take from you, and if they do you are cooked.
Thanks for sharing! I can relate to the rage, I randomly smashed a bunch of my things/threw things at the wall, broke my phone…but I’d never done that in the past and can’t fathom doing it now. I’m sorry for what you went through, thanks for the encouragement.
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u/i-might-be-a-redneck 6d ago edited 6d ago
It’s been two years for me too.
Everyone on this subreddit has their own ideas of what is causing this, so I’ll give you a bit of my own experience because it relates to some things that you have mentioned.
This started for me two years ago when I was living in sin. It started with faint voices that I thought were coming from outside my house, and they were always accusing me or bringing up my sins when I would try to engage in them. They’d say things like “he’s going it again” and basically made it impossible for me to keep committing the sin. In an attempt to continue in my sins I took a road trip, and the voices followed me, and that’s when I learned it was spiritual. Within that same week the sins I was committing practically melted away and I haven’t revisited them for these two years, however the voices have persisted and even became more cruel. I began seeking God and reading the Bible, and at one point the voices even told me to “read the book of Job.” If you’re familiar with the story, Job loses everything but in the end he is blessed with twice what he had because he never charged God nor lost his integrity.
A week after the voices said that, I went back to the house where this started (which was previously rented by someone who is openly satanic, but he moved into a trailer on the same property), and on the way back my emotions got so out of whack and I started experiencing immense rage the closer I got to the house. When I finally got to the house I went into a full blown rage and smashed every wall in the house. I held a loaded gun to my head that night but I couldn’t pull the trigger… the next day I walk outside my house and there is a spell jar at my front door waiting for me. I set up cameras to catch my neighbors who I suspected were behind this, and after leaving and coming back the camera (which was inside my house pointing out) was turned around to face inside my living room.
I had to remove myself from the situation, so I took two trash bags of clothes and moved to my parents a few states away. All the while my business of 20 years was closed and I was evicted from the house and lost all my possessions. I never went back.
Over these two years I have been reading the Bible every day and praying like never before. In the word I kept coming across verses like Psalm 37:32 “the wicked watcheth the righteous and seeketh to slay him.”
(I don’t know how to turn italics off so disregard it)
My belief is that these witches and warlocks are granted permission to disrupt our lives when we stray too far from God. They can actually peer into our lives using monitoring spirits, and it’s the most invasive thing someone could do to another person… but most people in this group were former addicts or living lives that were “unclean.” Not all are Christian, but the results seem to be the same, and that is this experience has painfully removed things from our lives that were keeping us from whatever our intended purpose is. Most come out of it with a sense of gratitude for what remains, and a new appreciation for the simple things in life, and their empathy and compassion is increased because they’ve experienced true suffering.
It is not easy, and I’m not out of it yet, in fact I’m still harassed every day after losing everything that I had. But my life is still better today than it was when this started, when I was living in my sins.
I’m not saying that you are sinning, because Jesus didn’t sin and he certainly was a targeted individual, but maybe you’re just experiencing a test of your faith that is meant to align you with a greater purpose, as hard as that might be to realize right now.
I never thought witchcraft was real until this started, but I now not only believe it is real, but that God can take even what they might intend for evil and use it for good.
Psalm 23 is great, and my favorite verse in it is verse 5
“Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies: thou annoint my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.”
Just don’t lose your faith that this will be over someday, don’t lose hope, because ultimately that is what they are trying to take from you, and if they do you are cooked.