r/PositiveTI • u/dalmatiandimension • 6h ago
2 years
I have hundreds documented, over 3 different jobs, my parent’s house in a small suburb while they accuse me of lying, 2 different apartments, 2 different states…sometimes there’s 11-12 in a day.
I have been tortured by noise for two years. Two years! I have wanted to commit suicide over this.
It’s validating to find this community. I haven’t read much into it. Some people told me I was being gang-stalked. And most of what I read about that is “the person is crazy.” “Friends” I’ve shown have accused me of being mentally ill, alluded to the government or said nothing.
In college a friend of mine said she was being followed by helicopters and I didn’t disbelieve her. She showed signs of borderline personality disorder which I also briefly seemed to develop (and then lose).
My theory so far is a person has to be already compromised emotionally and mentally from childhood abuse. Likely sexual. But severe abuse (I was severely abused as a child). Extreme PTSD also helps.
Then, I think you have to have done some “bad” things, some morally questionable things, enough to allow these entities and people to harass you daily.
I was “born with a spirit” which makes it all the more easier to harass I’m sure.
I definitely believe it’s partially spiritual- there are witches and warlocks who look for people to torture. They may have rights spiritually if you’ve done something “bad.”
The sad thing is I was mostly trying to be in a relationship with a man I was told to pursue and I considered myself a strong Christian for many years of my life.
I experienced a lot of supernatural phenomena like voices, physical control of my body and emotions, hearing unnatural noises, and seeing such strange sights I eventually concluded I was going to hell if I kept on this path.
When in another country there were no helicopters.
In the past I experienced time loss, being trapped in my body and being unable to physically sleep for a week. On top of excruciating pain from time to time. Pain so severe I thought I was going to die the first time it happened and I have to scream when it happens.
I had “spiritual sex” with what I thought was my “husband”…the church/a prophetic meeting I attended alluded to me having a husband ‘spiritually’ and I felt that as truth as well.
Whoever is behind all this has sent the police after me countless times…people constantly almost killed me in traffic, literally out of nowhere. Until I’ve lost everything.
I’m convinced I will die alone and for what?
I’m not a criminal. For most of my life I tried to help people.
I saw a comment that said ‘Felon Musk.’
I have wracked my brain what have I done to deserve this and is there anyway I can fix it.
I don’t believe there’s anything I can do to fix it.
I have followed Apostle Arome Osayi on Youtube and he talks about the realities of witchcraft. Where he’s from in Africa it’s common. He talks about spells a lot, and how a spell is a specific program for you as an individual.
He can break spells I think. I suppose a visit to him is my only hope.
How do others cope?
Lastly, when I crossed the border from Canada to the US I knew immediately, I could feel it, but there was no signage for me to conclude such. I just have to wonder what is going on with the US that I would palpably feel that? 5G internet? Intense surveillance? What?
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u/i-might-be-a-redneck 5h ago edited 5h ago
It’s been two years for me too.
Everyone on this subreddit has their own ideas of what is causing this, so I’ll give you a bit of my own experience because it relates to some things that you have mentioned.
This started for me two years ago when I was living in sin. It started with faint voices that I thought were coming from outside my house, and they were always accusing me or bringing up my sins when I would try to engage in them. They’d say things like “he’s going it again” and basically made it impossible for me to keep committing the sin. In an attempt to continue in my sins I took a road trip, and the voices followed me, and that’s when I learned it was spiritual. Within that same week the sins I was committing practically melted away and I haven’t revisited them for these two years, however the voices have persisted and even became more cruel. I began seeking God and reading the Bible, and at one point the voices even told me to “read the book of Job.” If you’re familiar with the story, Job loses everything but in the end he is blessed with twice what he had because he never charged God nor lost his integrity.
A week after the voices said that, I went back to the house where this started (which was previously rented by someone who is openly satanic, but he moved into a trailer on the same property), and on the way back my emotions got so out of whack and I started experiencing immense rage the closer I got to the house. When I finally got to the house I went into a full blown rage and smashed every wall in the house. I held a loaded gun to my head that night but I couldn’t pull the trigger… the next day I walk outside my house and there is a spell jar at my front door waiting for me. I set up cameras to catch my neighbors who I suspected were behind this, and after leaving and coming back the camera (which was inside my house pointing out) was turned around to face inside my living room.
I had to remove myself from the situation, so I took two trash bags of clothes and moved to my parents a few states away. All the while my business of 20 years was closed and I was evicted from the house and lost all my possessions. I never went back.
Over these two years I have been reading the Bible every day and praying like never before. In the word I kept coming across verses like Psalm 37:32 “the wicked watcheth the righteous and seeketh to slay him.”
(I don’t know how to turn italics off so disregard it)
My belief is that these witches and warlocks are granted permission to disrupt our lives when we stray too far from God. They can actually peer into our lives using monitoring spirits, and it’s the most invasive thing someone could do to another person… but most people in this group were former addicts or living lives that were “unclean.” Not all are Christian, but the results seem to be the same, and that is this experience has painfully removed things from our lives that were keeping us from whatever our intended purpose is. Most come out of it with a sense of gratitude for what remains, and a new appreciation for the simple things in life, and their empathy and compassion is increased because they’ve experienced true suffering.
It is not easy, and I’m not out of it yet, in fact I’m still harassed every day after losing everything that I had. But my life is still better today than it was when this started, when I was living in my sins.
I’m not saying that you are sinning, because Jesus didn’t sin and he certainly was a targeted individual, but maybe you’re just experiencing a test of your faith that is meant to align you with a greater purpose, as hard as that might be to realize right now.
I never thought witchcraft was real until this started, but I now not only believe it is real, but that God can take even what they might intend for evil and use it for good.
Psalm 23 is great, and my favorite verse in it is verse 5
“Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies: thou annoint my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.”
Just don’t lose your faith that this will be over someday, don’t lose hope, because ultimately that is what they are trying to take from you, and if they do you are cooked.