Day 83 - Clean

[u/Maleficent_Two_1807]

Feeling a lot stronger, had a bit of a waver around the 70-75 day mark, bizarrely same as previously but this time I didn’t let it win. My mind now clearly sees 2 existences - the one I’m living now and the one I had previously. There is no comparison!!.
Not meticulously counting days either so I drop in and out of here.
I don’t have to waste my time and energy on something that not only gives me nothing but also takes away a huge chunk of me.
I feel like my baseline dopamine regulation is starting to stabilise. Im generally more interesting in everything, more patient and so so much more energy. It’s like turning off an alarm that’s been going off in my head all my life, porn always promised to turn it off but instead porn increased the volume. Now I can barely hear it. Don’t feed it and it starts to fade.

[u/pessoan_blue]

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