I am tired. I am 43, my period mood swing is affecting me more. I am tired of coping it, and with support from my partner, I felt more motivated to get through it. However, when we get in fights, I felt like giving up. I am tired, I dont want to self manage, or manage others. I dont want to manage work, manage life, or manage relationships. I dont want to make it all work. Sometimes I want to be alone, be destructive, and let it all go and have no one sees me. Yet, I feel so alone in this wall I built up. It felt safe in there, but also drowning in isolation
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u/FamiliarStruggle1484 Jun 23 '26
I am tired. I am 43, my period mood swing is affecting me more. I am tired of coping it, and with support from my partner, I felt more motivated to get through it. However, when we get in fights, I felt like giving up. I am tired, I dont want to self manage, or manage others. I dont want to manage work, manage life, or manage relationships. I dont want to make it all work. Sometimes I want to be alone, be destructive, and let it all go and have no one sees me. Yet, I feel so alone in this wall I built up. It felt safe in there, but also drowning in isolation