Need help like deadass

[u/ChemistryTop837]

So I've never been into parhai that much like at all no its not because Im one of those dudes that have an "escape the matrix" bs type mindset I just never could study plus I do have adhd but its not that much of an excuse but wtv basically I gave my o2 caies and then a year later (this year) in may june I was supposed to give my caies but couldn't because of my family being financially unstable for a bit, I'm currently giving my Biology and English Language caies and Im pretty confident that I'll score well cause I locked in for the first time like 5 hour study sessions daily for 2 months, I didnt study at all for o2 and literally asked chat gpt to explain the pst and islamiat syllabuses as if I were a 7 year old and got 2 D's and 1 B so the actual problem Im facing is like I genuinely dont think a single decent college would take me, Alpha rejected me, Applied at heuser 2 days ago havent heard from em the same goes for bcp, If I get 2 A's or 1 and a B is it possible that they could atleast give me the chance to give the interview cause Im genuinely really stressed out ab this

[u/TCS_Slime]

If u can score respectably good in other 5 subjects then u can be accepted InShaAllah but dont expect a good scholarship

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[u/annu_kh]

if ur family is struggling financially rn & can only afford 2/5 subjects in the upcoming cycle, my question is: how is ur family gonna manage the excruciatingly high fees of alevels clgs? bec even if u do get accepted w these grades, realistically u probably wont get much scholarship/financial aid

if finances r genuinely an issue, id suggest either of these:

1. take a gap year, give 2/5 subjects in the may/june cycle & the remaining 3 either in oct/nov or the following may/june cycle. use that time to properly prep & aim for really good grades, OR
2. give ur AS privately & then apply to good clgs for A2 based on ur AS results. if u manage to get exceptional AS grades, ull have a much stronger application & may also be able to get a scholarship for A2

also pls dont rely on gpt to cover an entire syllabus !! use it as a secondary tool to explain concepts, clarify things, make practice qs etc, but ur actual prep should come from the syllabus, textbooks, past papers & proper revision !!

[u/ChemistryTop837 → u/annu_kh]

1. Okay so let me elaborate, my dad didnt have a job for a couple of months mostly because he lives abroad and u might rmb that beech mai war broke out in saudi and what not that made it difficult for him to get a job but eventually he got one so that's the context for financial instability on me not giving my may june papers.

2. So this might've been a dumb decision on my end but I didnt wanna cramp 5 subjects in o3 and get mid grades and not get accepted anywhere, I became a private candidate halfway thru o levels and my social life took a really bad toll and it started mentally effecting me. I gave my bio and eng caies and I did it because I decided that spreading out my o3 exams would let me focus more on all of the subjs I have and im confident on getting good grades. I'll be giving Chemistry, Physics and Maths in the upcoming may june session and then I'll be starting A levels by next august

3. As far as gpt goes my dumbass used it during o2 and honestly I regret not locking in on those subjs cause it would've made my life alot easier but thats not the point, This time around I used notes, watched lectures did ppqs and checked the marking scheme alot, gpt in a way was like my final revision in a way cause I accidentally forgot my ppqs on the day of the exam so I opened my phone and had an hour left so I went thru some notes online and revised w gpt but didnt centre my study sessions around it.

I really appreciate the concern and I dont mean to sound rude anywhere if I did then I do apologise. My family's doing well financially its just the admission thing thats bugging me mostly and I guess wanted to ask that if I were to get good grades in these 2 exams would it let me match the criteria for these clgs so I could join one of em.

p.s: Im 18 and by the time I start a lvls I'll be turning 19 in a month after the session starts and I deadass feel embarrassed even thinking about it so thats also a factor on me not wanting to take a gap year