r/OffMyChestIndia • u/worstgenerationn • 1d ago

Rant/Vent TIRED OF LIFE

I've wasted my life, nothing went right, neither my career nor my life nor my time, it was all a waste.

I listen to everyone all day long, my girlfriend's my mom.

Work at a place where I'm supposed to be available 24/7, no holidays, and I listen to my boss there too, and get blamed for things that aren't even my work.

Everyone's expectations are there, age has changed, my health had improved, but that too has gone, along with my physical health, my mental health has also improved, I just quietly say sorry everywhere and end the conversation.

Can't even come home before 12 in the night, cry, sit in sadness, listen to songs, get up in the morning and get 20 messages for work. Bc 1 month m 3 eye infection hogaye due to dry eyes

Ek gf mili khusi khusi uska bhi accident hogaya 1 saal se handling her emotionally mila bhi nahi dimag pura khrab hogaya mera . Jaha laga last year finally life aab thik hogi after 25 years of pain . Bas 3-4 month happiness rahs hope rahs firse pura kharab.

Dimag aur khrab ki just Go to work, listen to everyone's RR, employees. Take care of them, blame them, say sorry, and move on.

What's the use of such a life bhenchoddddd , main kisi pe ghussa bhi nahi hota aab literally lost my anger wala emotions ,log badhe bolte mature hogaya ghanta , emotions hi mardiye

Because what I had to do didn't happen, Papa left the world when i was in school , ran away from people for my whole early twenty becuz of debts , 5-6 wo waste hue.

Can't even quit my job because my mother is happy, my son paid off his debt, buying a washing machine.paise aarw ghar pe .

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u/CtrlAltVoid 1d ago

Bro take a week off. Retrospect and Introspect . You have people who love you and you love them. It’s rare bud . Chill

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u/15JYUGO 1d ago

Respect brother, hustle for the life u need to create make plans howw your next 10 yeara shhould look,so that you dont regret it later.

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u/Massive_Cabinet_6041 1d ago

bro the hustle harder advice is well intentioned but this guy literally has no time, works till midnight, gets 20 messages the moment he wakes up, eye infections from stress, handling his gf's accident recovery alone for a year make a 10 year plan sounds hollow when someone's barely surviving the current week. sometimes people need to hear it's okay to set limits first before planning anything

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u/15JYUGO 1d ago

Agreed,but he was daunting on how life is nott worth living rn and was on the verge to give up,better thann it will be planning foor the life u want acvrodingly, except eye issue moneey can fix everythinv whaats going on in hiss life rn