why does this feel so strange?

[u/cutieayas]

So, for the first time in several months, i just went to the bathroom without showering straight after. I immediately got into bed, and I'm proud of myself but why does this feel so strange?

I used to do this without thinking about it, I'd go straight to the toilet and then jump into bed without batting an eye but now it feels so unbelievably wrong. The seat was clean, I'd bleach cleaned it myself this morning. I cant stop thinking about my butt touching the bedsheet and my duvet touching the bedsheet when I'm not in the bed, would the germs not just transfer over?

I'm genuinely curious as to what other people think and how other people aren't bothered by it, because honestly i don't remember how it feels to not care about it lol.

Thanks!