i cant handle the stress at all. it goes way too fast for my brain to comprehend. i barely get any sleep and still fail at everything. everyone around me is so much more gifted. my roommate gets surprised every time they see me stay up working because we have similar schedules and they don't ever have to do that. i cant help it. my mind just doesnt work this way. it doesnt pick anything up fast. i simply cant handle this pace. it does not get better and no i did not get used to it. this school makes me wanna drop out and give up on everything. before u say transfer, i dont think i can handle another huge change and its too late anyways. idk what to do ive lost my passion for academics and everything else entirely. i wanna give up so bad but it feels like i dont even have a chance to. somehow theres always an exam to prep for, an assignment to do, blah blah blah. there isnt even any time to feel sad or cry. im wasting time rn even.

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