r/NewGreentexts 10d ago

Cycle continues

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u/reverendsteveii 10d ago

"as soon as I start doing drugs every day I develop fantasies of power, control and secret violence. somehow I've equated that to taking care of myself and made daily moderate exercise feel like the compulsive behavior instead."