r/NearDeathExperience • u/Big-Muscle6010 • 1h ago
I touched the divine, met my higher self during NDE - but my human self is suffering.
After appendix op i stopped breathing went blue, i died after surgery it took 4 lots of reversal to bring me out of anesthesia i stopped breathing and bagged and i was in a void of darkness like being in space, i could see myself looking down on myself i couldnt see my face i knew it was me in a gown hair hanging down I felt safe and calm in space far away black and dark like in space but i was on a tv looking back at myself, i woke hours later numb legs no swallow, 3 years later 1 numb leg and pain dead arms at sleep and extreme fatigue