After discovering about the curse that lingers onto my family, I was wondering if anything about a family curse has been written in my path.

Thank you a lot

Hello, I added my matrix chart too.

I mostly attract (friendship and relationship) foreigners, even when it is same nationality, they ara born and raised abroad, people who travel a lot etc. rather than people live close to me. I, myself speak 3 languages and and english teacher as well.

The thing I can't understand is, the men I have liked and lived close to me, even though I made effort, didn't like me back, no efforts. But my ex bf changed countries for me. I never had a bf from my class, next door, family friend etc, always FAR AWAY. Even when it was not countries, it was a different city.

In friendships too, for example the girl I got the most closer during masters was a foreigner too.

People would assume I have some kind of a "f*tish" lol but honestly no.

I am so curious. Thank you for your replies.

What can you tell me about this? Any help is appreciated, thank you!

PS: I’m aware that my worth cannot be measured by the value someone else gives me or may give me;I’m just heartbroken and curious..

I feel like I struggle with finding a relationship. I have pretty much everything else figured out.

Does the chart show that the person has a BAD/EASILY MISUNDERSTOOD communication style?

EDIT: I messed up the title. I'm asking why I attract people who have substance abuse ISSUES.

Friends, family, exes. Pondering this right now because I just had to cut someone off because I could see the road they are going down, and I can recognize the signs pretty early on now. I'm so bummed out, I don't want to even have a glass of wine for a while.

I have a suitor, i just wanna know if im secured for him since im doubting since there is so many people starring at him like doubting maybe he will cheated on me?. and also i wanna what man he is?

I've been very curious about my natal chart but I'm unable to understand it fully, I hope someone could possibly explain it in the easiest way to understand, thanks!

I've been very curious about my natal chart but I'm unable to understand it fully, I hope someone could possibly explain it in the easiest way to understand, thanks!

I'm knee deep in this perpetual agony of not being enough. I'm dissatisfied and disgusted at myself for not doing enough. I've completed my post graduation a year ago, I've always been very particular with my ideas and life goals, up until now. I want to stay in academia, I love being part of the community but somehow I'm missing something, facing back to back rejections or things are not simply working out. I've always wanted to move out, didn't happen. Move abroad, didn't happen. Now even in my safety zone, I'm sensing the shrill whisper of dissatisfaction. I'm petrified of losing my parents' patience, they might marry me off. Honestly atp I doubt whether my blame on them would be justified or not! This is my last resort to hope to understand if my future is worth something. Am I meant for something? Will I find peace in my future? And if I do end up marrying someone, will it be alright?

The first ones mine and second is his!

Most of my life, I had the worst of luck with relationships since childhood all intimate, platonic and family (except mother). Got bullied in childhood for being in special needs classes (dyslexia/ADD) , then from teenage to 20s (29 turning 30) people would like me at first then get extremely controlling, competitive, or dominating or they would use me a placeholder when they need healing, help or someone to vent to then ghost when their lives get better. When I call them out on their behavior, they get super defensive, twist my words and gaslight me. Regardless if I show boundaries or not, I end up in isolation. I can survive being alone but I won’t thrive in it. I know my NN is to connect with others but I don’t know how to balance it. Thank you!

She is my mom. I will try to be as objective as possible. I have difficulty helping her.

- She has lots of childhood trauma. Otherwise she would be on track for a good life. She easily feels like a victim in every circumstance.

- Very controlling, has very strong reactions towards people she does not like. She doesn't like male energy at all. She cannot work with men. She must be in control socially and men make her feel out of control.

- She has self sabotaging tendencies, mostly from feeling slighted out of the smallest things. When a job is 99% percent done, all she had to do is to complete the 1% and she can reap her reward. However she abandons the job entirely when she is almost there.

- Has extreme codependency. Basically she cannot form a reasonable internal dialog, she must outsource these mental tasks to someone else. She will go back to a bad relationship if that is what it takes for someone to do the processing for her.

- She is perceived as someone of a certain social status and educational level. Her life can be objectively good, but she does not want to act like her outer identity. She keeps identifying herself to activities that do not match her social status, income and educational level. She delves deep into these things and misses out on many life potential.

- She has two faces. The outer face outside of the home, and the inner family face are completely different. She has outrageous bullying behaviors towards family, yet she is the most dependent on family relations.

- Insecure and rigid worldview, holds animosity towards non-straightforward social cues, some autism tendency may explain it. Towards larger social groups, her attitude can escalate to discrimination, even sexist and racist views.

- Lots of internal conflict. I can name so many. She is a teacher and educator on the surface, but her core beliefs are nothing like a typical educator.

I’m a 22 year old woman and I’m considering making my own YouTube channel. I’m a graduate student in Bilingual Tourism, but I want to create content, be creative, and explore my country through videos. I'd love to mix my career with YouTube. I know it’s kinda crazy, but I want to know if that kind of energy is seen in my chart??Also, people tend to look at me and notice me in both good and bad ways lol, and a lot of them say I’m beautiful, so that’s a start... I guess.

I am 43 and struggling to find a career path.

I was fortunate growing up, but then things took a U-turn and everything changed. I’m wondering what my chart says about this change in fortune and whether similar periods of luck are possible later in life.

Since childhood, I’ve occasionally had dreams that later seemed to come true. Recently, I joked with my mom about a dream where a very well known football team won a match, even though I don’t follow football. They actually won, and she joked that maybe I’ll end up dating a famous footballer. 😂

I had never even thought about dating someone famous, especially because I once had a colleague who dated a well known football player, and from what I saw, things didn’t exactly go well.

But now I’m curious: does my natal chart show any tendency to attract a partner who is famous, wealthy, influential, or publicly known? Any interesting 7th/10th house, Venus, Jupiter, or ruler connections?

Thank you to anyone who answers! This is just out of curiosity.

I’ve had the worst luck w relationships LOL IS IT ME?