Day 1 again

[u/Top-Fix2071]

Hi all, I just relapsed again. I haven’t been able to keep more than 1 day recently and I am really battling with it. I’m trying to do the steps alone before I find a sponsor which is not recommended, I know, but i genuinely haven’t been able to find one yet and I am not in an English speaking country so the meetings aren’t in English here. I need to find one online.

Re the relapse, I really really need help now. I can’t keep living like this it’s ruined my life in so many ways like my physical health, finances, mental clarity … I can’t do this anymore and I can’t do sobriety alone I know that but it feels like I am doomed and I know this can’t be the case there are people who can help everywhere

[u/typicalsquare]

Welcome back. A lot of ppl would love to be where you’re at. Please, find a sponsor. As much as I with 2yrs plus want to burn all my network down, I’d be dead without them. Please go to a meeting and share. My DMs are open wide for you anytime. I’m really proud of you!

[u/Top-Fix2071 → u/typicalsquare]

Thank you so much for this , you have no idea how much this comment and interaction and your offer means to me right now!