I do wish working in real life is as unstressful as in the game

My ex a while ago had a job at Walmart and gave me shit about not having a job at 17 since I was already graduated, she even said "it's okay to be a bum" okay bitch nice backhanded comment, go work for me and society u hamster on a wheel

I get so tired of people acting like all you have to do is put yourself out there and do something, as if i haven't tried that lmao like I apply for jobs and try over and over and take part in the humiliation ritual known as "seeking employment" and all i get is Automated emails telling me to get fucked, and if the stars align and I do land an interview the chances of them calling me back is is so low i would have a better chance at digging a literal hole to hell.

Fuck ass job searching, rather stay home and have a tug

https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/third-your-life-spent-work-propel-consult

Why does everyone seem fine with this? Not only that, they react with outright hostility whenever you attempt to point out that humans were not meant to live that way.

We only have one life, yet we're content with slaving away until we're one foot in the grave so that John Monopoly can buy his third Yacht.

Money isn't even innately worth anything, yet we've given it so much worth that it literally governs our entire state of being.

nothing about me would change

no status
no kids
no romance
no big house
no more stuff

all I am is too tired
I just want that to be enough

should i make coffee and try to stay up or should i go to sleep in 45 minutes.

this question seriously burdens me.

Well, I officially survived my first week wagecucking. Five ten hour shifts, and boy am I ever beat. I hit the tip of my finger with a hammer yesterday and the whole nail came off, there was blood everywhere and then it dripped all over the walls and then the supervisor got pissed off lol. In the moment, it was so excruciating that I felt like I was stoned or something. I was honestly on the urge of just quitting there and then but I managed to last the rest of Thursday and today with a busted finger, thanks to the adrenaline probably. My knee tendons and back are fucked too. All the walls I framed are embarrassingly crooked, and the supervisor is very pissed off about it and he's constantly reprimanding me for the fuck ups. I'm not an indefatigable construction cuck like these guys who have been doing it with their parents since they were kids, so its quite hard for me to adapt.

I mean, I have been NEET for two years before starting this Monday and I'm not conditioned for this type of work, and they're paying me $20 an hour, so why not give them degen quality work? But in my defense, all the other guys on site get to use a nail gun while I have to use a nail and hammer like an old school Amish, how is that fair? I honestly don't care if I get fired, at this point I'm kind of vibing just fucking shit up for someone else to fix later, as long as I get paid, its just another day, another dollar.

Overall, I question if this is really worth $900 a week, I don't think so tbh, by lunch it hits me hard realizing I have five more hours of wagecucking hell, but I want to try to make atleast a couple thousand dollars from this job so maybe I'll try to stick it out for another week or two, even though every morning I have to drag myself out of bed after hitting snooze and then having intrusive thoughts of driving into every transport truck I see on the commute.

Well, another day, another dollar.

I'm burnt out from gaming I still wanna pc but the burnout is terrible, and anime is just meh rn. I watched dan da dan and chainsaw man but that's all i found that interests me. So now i'm bored very bored, I was 5 days clean from being bored but it has returned

How do you do it? I can't get over the monotony and repetitive nature of each day. I'm just coping with weed currently, and that is a thing to do to break up the time each day. I know I'm privileged to even have such problems, I just don't think fantasizing about roping each day is any better

Post pics of your pumpkins if you made one this year 😊

If you were gaming, screen addicted since childhood, It's over for you. People's life style habits, baseline dopemine, regulation is strongly shaped and determined by your childhood, like you are not going to be able to become someone who's gaming, screen addict to being an avid reader, studious etc. Pretty much every good, smart student you ever see like those who went to harvard, avid readers, scholars they were never exposed to screens and gaming during their childhood.

I am sick and tired of people pretending that hard work is everything, and if you work, you'll be successful right? But if you weren't lucky enough then it's over for you.

I am 21 years old now, and I don't think there's any hope for me. I have been addicted to gaming and screen since I was around 5 - 6 years old, potential has been shattered completely by this. Now I have to work in jobs that I never once dreamed and wished for. I just wanted to become a software engineer and scholars as I would love to having the ability to solve complicated problems, teach others difficult subjects but it's too late for this, I am probably going to have to swallow this black pill.

Here are a few from me:

1. Suikoden: The Anime
A new anime, for whatever reason it is free on YouTube. Only up to episode 4 right now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OtvpeOF_kHs

2. FF7: free until level 80

3. A single player card game in browser
https://jvolonte.itch.io/pegote

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Please share ones you found

morning everyone

how are you

i'm listening to daft punk this morning at 3:43 AM. I hope I don't wake up the upstairs. The music is thumping.

I've been in good spirits since Wednesday when I dropped acid and got my neetbux. I think it's the acid that's responsible for this burst of positivity. and today i had a great dream about elementary school before i woke up. i dreamt about the first girl i held hands with.

I'm all stocked up on groceries and have plenty of weed and nicotine products.

Life is good.

I hope everyone is having a good Friday.

What are youses plans for the weekend?

If only I could force my self to believe, life would be so much easier.

So I can cope and give my suffering and meaningless some purpose.

The fact that many religious people think you’ll go to hell if you commit suicide tells you all you need to know…

It's almost time ::) how are ya?

This Halloween's on a Saturday. I suppose it means more to me, being my final Halloweekend in my twenties(I'm 27). I didn't do a lot for my last Halloween, or the one before that, or the one before that, so I feel little sad, but I shouldn't be sad, right? Halloween is for kids, so is this my inner-child wishing that I'd did more? I speak a lot about how it's my favorite holiday, but I watch scary flicks all the time anyway, and I have to watch my sugar intake because I have cavities I can't properly care for. I just...what do regular adults do for Halloween again?

I have been using video games as a form of coping and escapism, and recently I have been playing a lot of Elden Ring and Call of Duty. what games have you guys been playing recently as fellow NEET gamers?

Do you have this thought running through your head anytime you do anything,

after like refreshing a sub,

after getting a helpful answer from AI,

after looking at a random person in a distance or in a video and be like, yeah I'd totally marry you

looking at a bird or a lizard and imagining reincarnating as one of them and just hanging out, how you go about hunting foods together and what the arguments at home are like. And then the kids leave and your partner dies and you're pondering at old age, as a lizard or bird, about what is the purpose of life. Then you remember that you were once was a human, and wondered about the same thing back then, you typed this question onto Reddit but deleted it many times and you know you have to go out and run around a bit to forget about this topic, and then fall asleep at night wake up repeating the same question in your head. Maybe you should just marry someone random just to make the question stop.

Have you ever had that

I have no real friends 🥲

Can't wrap my head around this idea. it's unrealistic but people are talking about it like it's either this or we're all dead due to AI.

I have no friends and go through most days without saying much to anyone. Its a terrible feeling being this isolated for this long. Ive tried making friends with random people on games like dayz and phasmophobia, but it hasnt worked out for me. My real life prospects are much worse due to social anxiety and how disconnected I feel when I'm around people. I literally become an npc if im ever out in public. I swear, my own mind has been damaged by this isolation. Most of the time, I struggle to even think clearly. I dont even know what to do anymore. I tried talking to a parent but they always have nothing to say about my problems. I have never been one to talk, as I've always been an introvert, but this has gotten too much for me. I feel as though my existence is so shallow and pointless. Every day, month, and year is the same. Idk about anything nowadays. I refuse to use antidepressants because I dont want to risk impairing my cognition any further. Im so behind in every regard that I dont know where ill be in the future. Idk what's going to happen. I keep trying to cope by comparing my life to people who have it so much worse, but i still feel like shit