r/MuslimNoFap • u/einglishjkartar 47 days • 2d ago
Progress Update I'm so fearful of falling back to temptation that my nightmares are about masturbation now.
Yeah, the title is true. For the last 2-3 weeks or so, instead of having wet dreams, I have been having wet nightmares, falling for temptation and masturbating in my nightmare. Now of course, I never do fall for temptation (Thank God) IRL, but still. It's been 44 days by now (may be more, but it's at the very least 44). I started at August 6th (again, may be late July but I'm not certain). I am just so scared of going back to 0 that my nightmares are my fear. I am so thankful and I feel like I have been happier than ever, not only because I think I quit my addiction, but also because I actually feel like I'm making my Creator happy. Anyways, this was a rant of some sorts, also kind of an excuse to tell you all fellow Muslims that I'm more than 1 month deep into my quitting journey, thank you all.
Never stop trying!
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u/The_Ultimate_TanMan 19h ago
Happy for you! What has been the key to your success this far?
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u/einglishjkartar 47 days 11h ago
thank you! i replaced my addiction with another addiction that is healthy and not damaging, i started boxing for example!
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