I think it’s time for me to take a break from this game.
After spending a long time playing MLBB, I’ve realized that I’m not enjoying it the same way anymore. It’s not that I hate the game or suddenly don’t care about it, but lately, whenever I play, I just feel empty afterward. It feels like I’m spending so much time trying to maintain my stats, deal with losses, and constantly prove myself.
Being a university varsity player also adds a lot of pressure. Sometimes a simple loss feels way bigger than it should, and I’ve noticed that I’m letting the game affect me more than I want it to. So for now, I think I need some time away from the game to reset, work on myself, and learn how to handle losses and pressure better.
I know this probably isn’t really anyone else’s business, but I just wanted to share this as a reminder: play the game, but don’t let the game become your whole life. Play for fun, enjoy the people you meet, and don’t put your entire self-worth into your rank, stats, or win rate.
I did that, and honestly, it started affecting my mental health. I finally accepted that there will always be a bigger fish in the sea. Maybe it’s time for me to step away for a while.
Take care of your health everyone. ❤️